“She just falls near me and a big whole of bleed surrounds her “, me, I couldn’t even shout and I didn’t imagine that one day I will just lose my mama. We get out of our home as the Israeli soldiers ordered us and we used our white clothes as a flag. we were just a group of women, old men, daughters and children but as we are walking together step by step and me, the daughter of 17 years old, I staked to my mama, the only close person I have in the world ….she was looking to me in eyes as usual, using just her own way to say ‘’don’t worry every thing will be just all right’, but Israeli invaded solders didn’t let our moment to continue.. A bullet in a head end the life of my precious mother and me I was prevented even to huge her hand..to close her eyes ..to say how much I love her. She was lying their in the road and they were shooting towards us and women were crying to me not to stay near hear because I will end as cadaver in the road and one won’t be able to help …
My eyes were crying and I still don’t know if it is the feeling of losing my mother or not be able to take her dead body with us .but our neighbor aged of 55 returned to bring her cadaver but another bullet was ready to penetrate his poor body and ended as another cadaver near my mother. This was just simple words of a Palestinian adolescent of El Najar Family at khoza area, est of khan Younes. Fatama El Najar , another member of El Najar Family who is working as staff nursing in UNRW clinic ,said that ‘’I just was too fried that dogs during night will eat their dead body ,I did my best to call ambulances , CIRC in order to talk their bodies but soldiers were shooting randomly even against ambulances …I know that crying is not solution but I am trying to be strong and to over come my own pain and suffer in order to help injured and needed people in our clinics who are not only asking for medical support but for physiological support’’ ..’’ people came to us , as unrwa nursing staff , asking for answers that we don’t have and they have a huge angry inside them towards international community silence..We are trying to listen to all and to help as we could. .’’
I (writer ) don’t know if I was shocked of hearing the words of the daughter or because I felt that Gaza Israeli war survivors were between two options ‘’fires’’ , to be another dead body near their beloved one or to leave with a hole in their heart..
As I was reading in one article that as long as there are no witnesses to the war crimes committed in Gaza, Israel is confident that it can sell a fabricated story ….what a story could more right and true than one daughter crying eyes for losing heart peace for ever !!.. wondering what they did wrong to be ended in that miserable way. The Israeli war machine didn’t even let the poor daughter to have a memory of her beloved mother, as for other families in different areas of Gaza, after also destroying their home, razing their land..
We, Palestinian People, used to think that we are the most strong people in the world, not for having powers, machines, money or other human means that give this feeling, but for something I just figure lately when in the early morning of the last day of Israeli aggression on Gaze’s people, that we have the belief and the hope inside our heart. Now I am absolutely sure that our power given in the same way that blood runs in our veins. Most of outlanders came to see the legend OF people suffering for decades but still having hope for tomorrow, you can still listen to children laughing …Maybe they don’t know another game except the game of Israeli solders who killed Palestinian civilians or free fighters but you will be able to notice that they still attached to their rights. Soon you will discover that this kind of attachment is growing more and more in their veins even the occupation deny them their right to life. The question of what kind of life we are giving to these children rests a responsibility on every one of us, living in a civil society seeking for freedom and believes that every human being has the right to a better life!!!
Gaza stories are not ending, people still suffering and victims still their !!
Another victim or survivor, Nasra Lobad is about to tell us how she ran away from Rafah camp near border where she and her husband and their beloved children living. ‘’ my husband is a doctor and am a senior nursing staff in UNRWA Ma’an health center. From the first days of Israeli attack, he was their in hospitals helping people and he just insisted to send me and the children to my family home at El Zaitoun area ‘’, she said. ‘’ he thought it will be more safe for us and the Israeli aggression will not extend to reach my family home or other places in Gaza city , as a lot of people thought’’, ’’but it reaches every one, no one was safe and my children and me witnessed the death of my own cousin when an Israeli artillery shell hit the front of the house and killed him and wounded another cousin who is now in a serious condition due to the loss of his feet in addition to severe burns in his face and other parts of his body, so it is expected to lose him also’’, ended her words by the expecting of losing, as many families are, due to the seriousness of the wounds of their sons and their relatives.
During 23 days of shooting, terrifying nights, killing, destroying, Gaza citizens lived a different experience that need studies to understand how they still have ability and desire to survive again..and again ..to tell stories about an old man who used to live in a peace in his land, about a El Najar daughter who lost her mother …about a El Batran father , UNRWA teacher , who lost his five kids and his wife in seconds ..about a boy who lost his own father, mother and resting with a handicap brother due to his injures and destroyed home, no one know when he will be able to have a room again and not just shelter or tent somewhere near his land or destroyed home, or about Amira of 15 years, who ran from her demolished home, bleeding and seeking for her life after her father, and brothers of 12, and 11, years old, died when an Israeli bomb hit their home.
Palestinians Peoples don’t have any thing to hide so why peoples of the world are not coming to see what really happening here, or they are a fried to be forced to draw conclusions and make comparisons and then to know the truth.
